Why did you put me here?
With all my weakness, all my sins?
Why must I suffer so much, so many failures, so many horrible endings?
So many others have so much and I have so little!
What should I do?
I cannot change the hatred and jealousesness of mankind.
Why am I here?
And, God asked, “Why would I bring sand to a beach? Do you think My mind is lacking? Each one of you brings something. A brush, a song, a loving helping hand. You are here to help it all along! To help your people! I just watch. Your selfish bring it down. Your good gets closer to me and Home. Most of you are as clueless as the blind cave fish your idiots protect. I put species into decline for a reason. Better than a world wide flood. But, some of you are special. The special I protect. Your special I watch. That is where my hope is, not with your clueless ones but the wonderful ones.
Do you think you are wonderful or clueless? Your choice.”